quinta-feira, 12 de junho de 2008
"Aniquilation of mind"
today i only can write in english. i'm sorry for that ones who dont understand but i can't express my feelings on my mother language... and im sorry too if i make some errors im not so good...
i will express my psicologic death, today i wake up from my dream and died once again, this time was really painfull to see, whats happend to me...
i left something i wrote now, i dont know if many people who see my blog will understand my feelings but its ok... i can, and that is important... please dont think a lot as i do or worse you understand why i am dead today i nearly reaching madness on my way... take a look and see what fucking surviving mean to me...
my thougs are floating in my mind
my head is nearly feeling them
i have a cloud of feelings i cant stop to think
i dont have anymore question for me
my suffering have my wrath
i have died so long ago
i can feel my emotions trough them
living in a way so deep
feeling in a way so smooth
seek the emptiness in me
founding the deepest depression
the worst nightmare i am
the monster i cant kill
who lives in me
i can be the perfect person
rounding my life with depression
reaching the sky above my eyes
is feeling the way i survive
empty, dark, screaming inside
i can be perfection above my sky
but the screamings are getting worse
and i nearly die
physical is cold
such as i
i try to leave
but its difficult, and you can see it in my eyes
the mirror of life, my mirror of death
the path of physical for the path to die
is floating in a smoke so smooth
you can hardly see
feeling death on me
i can feel when im alive
but today i died
directly in my dreams
is my ocult sight
telling me "you need me"
yes in deed, i cant fight you anymore
to feel a good way of living
later i will regret what i am doing
but feeling this way i preffer to pay
the death is near me taking my life away
so then take me but make me happier
destroy myself for worse i will make it
take my soul one more time
i'm sick with suffer
all the times, clocks dont ear me
even the people
so why do i care? if they dont to?
i will die on a better way feeling happy
more than one day
see you next time...
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